13 weeks and 3 days...

Hello faithful bloggers…. With a saddened heart I have to inform you all that today we found out our baby B has passed… I knew yesterday that the ultrasound didn’t seem right, the heart beat was hard to find and the tech told us knowingly, baby B’s heart rate was actually baby A’s…you can see her move the curser to baby A and label it Baby B… I am terribly upset and angry about the fact that she never mentioned to either of us, nor did she call our OB to tell them… If I had known, I would have stayed to be there with Amber... Twice now she has had to endure the pain of losing a twin and twice now I was not there for her... we will be contacting them regarding this… how terribly inconsiderate knowing I was there for the appointment, that I was leaving and that Amber would have to find out alone..

John and I are at peace with what has happened… we know God has his plan and that we can’t question His plan even when (especially when) it doesn’t match with our plan… Baby A is going well... Still measuring ahead of schedule 13 weeks 6 days and has a nice strong heartbeat… Amber goes back Thursday for an extensive exam to go over everything and make sure there is nothing to worry about… she still has a small hemorrhage but the Doctor doesn’t seem concerned about it.

Please pray for Amber… she is very upset and is very angry at her body… Please pray she finds peace and that she knows how much she has given us in Annabelle and our baby A.. I think it is perfect... Our baby B and now our baby A...

Thank you all for your continued prayers… we will update as we can….

Much love,
Carolyn, John and Annabelle